formal apology, no defense | a poem by a faust

may these verses of mine be endearing as kittens with twine (a formal apology, no defense) to the grace and the wit and the perspicacity missed to the eyes and the spirit and heart divine kiss'd i don't want to let, wish i never had if given the chance hope not to ever again allow --- any ---- more ---- time any more un-get-back-able, un-accept-able, un-under-rug-sweepable (because inexcusable, indefensible, regrettably preventable) (because it is and regrettably was impolite amateur & imprudent) time not measured in days (could have been -- but oh, no, "so much harder" ) no longer counted in weeks (should have been -- from this now how much easier) however i measure when fewer in number the error is sexier time now numbered best not in months, but rather in years no -- now years is it? it would have been better (this one thing i know) to have been (any future from now) rather considered (and as a live this i vow) of my former character the eager rescuer than of my now vulgar honor o horror the murderer may my world again be by you without hurt to mutual benefit be thought happily part